dereckastephens

My love, when I first laid eyes on you I thought "well that's a guy i would like to date." But i had a boyfriend at the time and i didn't know what to do. So i knew i couldn't have a boyfriend and like another guy. I broke up with him. I wasn't enjoying the long distance relationship we had anyway. SO I went out with the guy i thought was good looking and had an awesome personality, we blended so well. Like I've known him for years. I felt bad after i had done what i did. But for a while him and I kept in touch until about a month ago, he tried to ruin our relationship by spilling things we've spoken to other while keeping in touch. I cleared things up. I clearly then thought and came to a conclusion him and I were not gonna keep in touch anymore. I'm happy with who I am now and I think that what we have can never be replaced with anyone. I believe we are meant to be together. Like I've never met anyone like him Before. Someone so bright yet so dark. Someone who's so happy yet so sad. Someone who is just crying out for someone to love him and be with him. I feel as if I need to be with him 24/7 and love him and show him i'm there for him. Show him I care. I love this guy. He's everything I need to be happy. I know this is love. Love is the answer.

All my life i wanted a fairy tale life. I waited and i'm still waiting. Is it ever gonna happen? A gorgeous husband, a son and daughter, and i beautiful home. It's all so much to ask. I don't think i'm ever going to get that. But at least right now i have you.